i. Netizen 07.

about her computed emotion & inquisitive conquest. suicidal field medic+sniper. curious netizen made of #'s w/a need to discover. lovesome autodidactic, paranoid literature aficionado. vituperative harmonizer prone to enraged paroxysms. ♪ 偏執病的 fan of harps, lyres and violins.🎻♬⋆.˚ carefully curating an interweb eden. illstate mental paradox, love for quantum physics/mechanics & the obscurity of the world.

我永不放弃。我会为你努力。ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ⟢ pg 2. ➜

note also known as mercy (name), mothamphetamine (discord) & blume (steam).

yes!! fresh baker's bread, ultra black monster, psychological horror, lavender, caseoh, among us, films & literature, lace & silk ♫

noo!! cicadas, humidity, tight clothes, unorganized spaces, sequins, neon colors ♫

ILLNESS madd, rad, npd, bpd, bipolar 1, adhd, c-ptsd, panic disorder, paraphrenia

all professionally diagnosed!
fun fact: my favorite color is actually black, then purple. a very close second. one would never guess! i am the living, breathing embodiment of curiosity. i love to learn, teach me all you know and feed my mind. i will never give up on anything, i will never back down in the face of adversity. i will continue to wait, to try. i will trudge forward for you.

twenty2 ♫︎ she/her ✩ pA4
entj-t ☘️ paranoid type 6

@podalia • 12:00 AM Oct 4


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byi i find it difficult to get close to people. i don't have a desire to get close to anyone either, please don't expect much more than a surface-level "connection."



note cr tomomigf
interests gardening, reading, moths, fighter jets, coding/web design, learning.

media kino's journey, read or die (OVA), made in abyss, puella magi madoka magica, marvel rivals, the wind rises, steins;gate, petscop.

music tame impala, tyler the creator, yeat, megumi hayashibara, malice mizer, her's, the long faces.

你现在要离开我吗？₊˚ʚ 🌱 ₊˚✧ ﾟ.ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ🡐 ⟢ pg 1.

ii. Her&Them 被爱

My Friends. wonderous human beings. i will protect them unconditionally. i hold their hearts close to my core so that they may exist within my boundaries.

Their Hearts.

they've stood the test of time. they've faced the utmost daunting task of getting close to me, bravery never wavered.

them i will never let them go, i will protect them with my life.

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ii. Her&Him 被爱

My Love.

his mind is beautiful, his heart is pure, no matter how deeply it's hidden. i saw what no other could, i felt the beat of his heart. i've seen what lies underneath. his soul is loving, and warm.

His Heart.

so pure, beautiful. what is one to do when faced with such perfection? so holy, a hero. what is one to do when so imperfect? i will break him to his core. what am i not understanding? i will not give up, i will be the best for him. i will show him my love.

he is out there. i will wait. i will kiss him where his heart lies.

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iii. Discover

more lover of moths & coyotes. hyacinths, lavender chamomile tea overloaded w/honey. rain against my windowsill & snow scattered gently throughout my hair.

그때부턴 울지 않아도 될까
click me for gaming profile!
click me for media profile!
please don't ever let me be alone again. ㅤㅤㅤㅤ(っ- ‸ - ς)

@podalia • 12:00 AM Oct 27

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